Hi everyone!
It has been a long time since I have wrote on here on a personal level. It was not that I became distant from the blog, I continued to visit and check for any comments but I am sure as you all know that I have been busy with my uni work and also with the new novel.
It becomes an obsession then a regret then it becomes an obsession again and that is called love. Love becomes an obsession at first. You want to love that person in front of you. You want to entice that person with whatever you have got. You become the attraction and then you become subtracted from that person's life. They leave you and you become obsessed with what is wrong with you?
You then start to regret the fact that you have become obsessed! What is the point of all this obsession? I wasted my time obsessing over the person that I love. I love that person to no end but receive nothing back. I am aware of the fact that love has to be given and nothing should be expected back. But even that fact becomes a conformist lie. You want to be loved back and you regret the obsession before. That person continues to obsess you through regret. You can ignore that person but that is another form of obsession. Ignoring the person will bring in more attention to that person.
Suddenly, you have realised that the regret you had has become an obsession. You want to do anything to get that person back. You get back into their lives. They do not understand why! They claim to have moved on but they haven't really. They want to test your obsession. They continue to deny their feelings but you know that your obsession cannot last long if there is no feelings from both sides. You are then told that you are hated by that person! You are told that it was a mistake that they had met you. You are told that you are the worst guy in the world! You scream and shout that this is not true, obviously in a respectful way! But suddenly realise that obviously nothing else is worth the time but yourself. However, you know that the love you have for that person is what makes you different from the rest. You may have been told that you are hated but really you are loved! You may have been told that it was a mistake that they had met you but really it is the best thing that happened in their life. You are told that you are the worst guy in the world but really you are the best guy in the world! The fact is obsession is part of a feeling called love. Without obession taking place, love cannot find its truest form.
People think obsession is mad and that is only because they are mad. Remember, live the way you want to live, f*ck (fish) the people that bring you down. Those that tell you that you are wrong, they are the worst people in your life. Ignore the f*ckers that tell you that you have made a mistake and nail you to the ground and tell you that you are wrong!
The fact is no one makes mistakes because you learn from mistakes. How can anything that makes you learn be a mistake? Every failure is a success, it depends on how you look at it! Perceive everything as a success and success becomes inevitable! Obviously!
Lots of love,
Rahul N. Singh
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