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Hey Everyone,I hope everyone is well and is enjoying the start of their weekend!As I have said there has been someone that has been posting comments on the blog that is rather disturbing, however as you know, I do try to delete them in time, so that none of my readers/fans get hurt by such words. Now, I am fine with whatever people say to me, to be honest...I have no problem but it can upset me and can hurt me too. Sometimes, it is the last thing you want to read from someone. So I decided that today, I will write 'sort-of' a letter to this person! However, before I do that...check out what this person wrote!Posted by Anonymous to Chronicles of a Creative Writer at March 5, 2009 3:19 PM
you're gay
Posted by Anonymous to Chronicles of a Creative Writer at March 5, 2009 4:00 PM
i said ur gay
Posted by Anonymous to Chronicles of a Creative Writer at March 6, 2009 9:28 PM
It wasn't disturbing, I just called you gay.
Sorry you broke up... but it doesn't matter because you're gay, right?
Dear Anonymous,For the first time, I am having to write personally to someone that is foolish as you. I do not know if you are a man or a woman but whatever you are...you are a homophobic. In case you did not know...homophobia is actually a criminal offence in this country. I am writing personally because I think I need to clarify a few points! Firstly, I am not a homosexual or gay (as you call me). Now, I have nothing against people who are gay as it has nothing to do with me or my work. In fact, I see them as human beings but they have different likes and dislikes. That does not mean that they are bad and certainly I will not put someone's sexuality as a reason for me to hate them. To be frank...Anonymous...I can say this...even if it makes me pompous...my views and opinions show that I am a far better person than you are!I really do not know why you are scared of revealing your identity? Why won't you tell me your name? Keeping yourself as Anonymous is just plain silly. I am sure that you are an individual that believes in what you write...so reveal who you are. Tell me your name and I will talk to you on an even more personal level. I would definitely enjoy doing so. Why are you writing such things? Do you know me personally? Do you know what I do everyday? What proof do you have to call me gay? From what you write...you clearly do not know me personally and if you do...you must dislike me or even hate me. Even if you do...it really does not matter to me. I know I cannot be liked by everyone because my thoughts and my life is beyond the 'normal' way people live their lives!
I want to confirm to you that I am madly in love with a girl and yes, I love her truly...so that is one reason why I am not gay! Another reason would be that...I love women too much to be homosexual...in fact it is women that turn me on. I hope that doesn't hurt your feelings!
However, I must tell you that I enjoy the fact that you come onto my blog. You read what I write and then you make a comment. You do not know how much happiness that brings to me, it makes me so satisfied that I can get you to call me 'gay' because you visit my blog and write comments to grab my attention. You must really like me! If you did not like me...why would you even visit my blog?Lastly, I would like to send you an invite. I do not know you. You could be a man or a woman. I would like to invite you to spend a night with me...no...not like that. Do not get your hopes up! We will go out to the city of London, I will pay for your journey and we will go to a few bars or clubs and I can go and flirt with women and if you are a guy...you can flirt with girls...or men...whatever your preference may be. If you are a girl...you can get a guy or a girl to flirt with. It is an open invitation and I will be giving you one night to hit the town with me whenever you wish. I promise you there will be nothing sexual on my side! We will just go out to the city like friends! If you do not accept it...it'll be your loss not mine! Also, please my request is that stop with the 'gay' comments and be more constructive with your time! I honestly do not have the time for such low-thinkers, narrow-minded and most of all...people who are 'homophobic' like yourself commenting on my blog. Grow up and understand that this world is diverse and that unity is what true human beings want in this diverse world!
Take care and all the best in life!Lots of love,Rahul N. SinghP.s. I hope my readers enjoyed the humour in this post!Copyright © Chronicles of a Creative Writer. 2008-2009 Rahul N. Singh. All Rights Reserved.
Hey everyone,I hope everyone is fine! I have had a busy day today and I just have a few minutes to spare with you.Yesterday, some 'clever' person decided to leave some rude comments on the blog, I had to delete them and they were rather disturbing. However, I will definitely talk about what was said on a different day!It's Friday and I am not sure what to do tonight, maybe go out or stay in and do some work. I am not entirely sure yet. I did not sleep much last night either, which is not very good. Last night was tough for me, as usual before I go to bed...I tend to clear all my thoughts and once I do that...I am one on one with my thoughts and feelings. I must admit this is the worst time I have had in my life. I do not fail to admit that I am depressed because it is true, I am depressed. This time, I cried because I felt like I had failed to keep something special in my life and that maybe what was special to me, was not special to that other person. I cried and cried and before I knew it, it was the early hours of the morning. My heart felt numb, I could feel my body closing up and I felt like I did not have the energy to open up anymore. I felt like being a closed person and staying that way. I had to gather my thoughts, I had to realise that the other person has probably moved on and that I do mean nothing now. I think it is time for me to forget every memory and remove each memory I had. Maybe it is time for me to open up to whatever might be in store for me in life. I am more open to death but now I am also more open to moving out of England in the next year or so. I do not want to stay in the country, that reminds me of the pain of my separated love. Maybe I can say that now is the end to what was special in my life because it does feel like it. The other person does not care about me and I have to accept it. I say that I have to accept it but let's see if I actually do! Otherwise, Let's smile and enjoy whatever we can in life!Lots of love,Rahul N. SinghCopyright © Chronicles of a Creative Writer. 2008-2009 Rahul N. Singh. All Rights Reserved.
Hey everyone, I hope everyone is well and is keeping well.Have you ever had someone say that they can live without you? Now, if someone said that to you and they meant the world to you...how would that make you feel? Happy? Sad? Confused? Angry? I was thinking about this situation quite a bit yesterday. Now...what would I do if someone had said that to me? I would probably leave that person alone. Fine...I leave that person alone and let them live their life the way they want to. However, what true impact would it have upon me?Firstly, let's look at the fact. That person means the world to me...so obviously me keeping quiet and making no effort for communication will have a definite affect on me. Will I show what affect it has upon me? Probably not. If someone close to me said they could live without me, I think it would break my heart and my silence would mean that I have possibly died for that person.Now the external aspect of me...would still be normal. I will carry on life normally...keeping myself busy. However I know, once I am by myself with my thoughts and feelings...it would depress me....depression will consume me. I know that it would because for me living without that person would be difficult, in fact impossible. I will keep on telling myself that this is what they wanted, they could live without me...they don't need me. With those thoughts...I realise that maybe this little deed of mine would be fruitful for that person and maybe I will get a little happiness from that. Maybe I will not talk to that person ever again unless it is initiated on the other side. However, I know that this is the consequence...not of what I wanted but of what the other person wanted. I did that for someone else so that they could have an easy life...otherwise I know that my stubborn nature for wanting only the best in life, would have disturbed and annoyed that other person...arguments would have happened. I say 'would have'...because maybe they would not happen. Maybe I say 'would have' so it would make me feel less guilty for letting that person go! The things I would do just because I love and care for someone, that my own feelings are ignored by myself...Take care and lots of love,Rahul N. SinghCopyright © Chronicles of a Creative Writer. 2008-2009 Rahul N. Singh. All Rights Reserved.
Hi everyone,I know it is rather early for a new post, however I have some spare time before my class starts. I hope everyone is well.Firstly, I feel the need to explain the 'engine' behind the blog post yesterday. I was discussing the post with a friend and mentioned that the post was rather 'rigid' which I really agree with. It is meant to be rigid, it is not meant to flow. Each sentence holds a meaning on its own and can only be understood by someone that isn't really a conformist.This makes me realise that I am not a conformist. If someone tells me that good things falls apart because better things are in store...I do not believe that. Good things that happen in life are to be treated as the best thing. The fact is simple, this word 'good' can be interpreted in any possible way. It can mean anything and is not very definitive. People who say better things are in store are people, who are conformists. I am not a conformist. I believe that if something is good...it's the best. If something is bad...it's the worst! That is how I view things...maybe this makes me an unconventional individual. I appreciate everything in life, the best or worst. If I do not know what the worst feels like, I wouldn't be able to feel the best things in life. If I didn't feel what the best feels like then I wouldn't be able to feel the worst things in life.Maybe, we need to stop expecting better things in store. Maybe, we should appreciate what is good in our life and make it the best thing in our life. That way, if we only expect the best and not only expect 'good' then we will definitely have a better life. We'll achieve all our dreams because we know that the best feeling to have in reality is by fulfilling the dreams that we had for days, months or years. Our life should be about going for the best in life and making sure that we go for things that make us better individuals.
I always think that the power of two is the binding force of the power of one. Why? If myself and God merge together...that is the power of two and that would be my life fulfilling its every desire. After all, marriages are done with two people, a friendship is made with two people, a sibling relationship is created by two people. In fact, every type of relationship is created and kept with two people! As two people meet, it forms one relationship making the power of One the most fulfilling of all powers!I wish everyone the best and I will write again tomorrow. Lots of love,Rahul N. SinghCopyright © Chronicles of a Creative Writer. 2008-2009 Rahul N. Singh. All Rights Reserved.
Hi everyone,I hope everyone fine and has had a good day. Best wishes to all.I was thinking today about things that happen for a reason, whatever does happen...there is a reason behind it. Yes, I do believe that...however whenever someone does something wrong and feels guilty, I feel that is the line to use. However, things only change for the good, if both people have the intention of doing a 'good' action. A decision or words that could hurt anyone is never done with good intentions and can never be justified.It is true that people change but they should never change for something special to break. Every relationship is special. If someone changes it is not for someone to learn to be without that person or to let go off that someone. People change only for their selfish needs and if someone changes, it should be a positive change. People should change to bring others together and closer than separated and distant. When things go wrong...why do they go wrong? Do they go wrong so we appreciate things when they go right? So this means that if you really believe something is right then you should make sure that things go right. You don't allow things to go wrong and wrong decisions, actions and words should be kept to a minimum. There is no point trying to be innocent by thinking wrong things happen so right things can be appreciated. Wrong things should not really happen at all!Now...can we believe lies? No...you can only believe the truth. But hey, nowadays people lie for the most silly reasons and people tend to believe lies. However, lies are not meant to be believed so that you trust no-one else but yourself. You should be able to trust others and others should not break your trust. Sometimes, people break their own trust with others not others breaking their trust. Yes, we should trust ourselves but we need to trust others. It should be our duty that nobody stops talking to us because of our lies. We should be able to have others trust in us because we are trust-worthy. People say that sometimes good things fall apart and break so that better things fall together. I really disagree with that. Good things should never fall apart and they should never break apart. Good things are not good things, they should be seen as the best things and should be treated like that. Bad things only fall apart so you can achieve the best things in life. Good things happen and it is best to see them as the best thing happening in your life. I hope you enjoyed this post and thank you for reading.Lots of love,Rahul N. SinghCopyright © Chronicles of a Creative Writer. 2008-2009 Rahul N. Singh. All Rights Reserved.
